Wat i known as : Nuruljannah Bte Mohd Kamal
` First day i see the world : 3rd March 1987
` How long i live in diz world : 20
` Where i grow up : Woodlands
` Wat i known as: Kid & ChaCha
` Wat i do as a living: Admin Assistant @ MAH PTE LTD....
` Horoscope : Pisces
` Status : Attached
` Wat he known as : Mohamed Saufian Bin Shamsudin
` First day he see the world : 9th March 1981
` How long he live in diz world : 26
` Where he grow up : Bukit Gombak
` Wat he known as : Ice & Loncong
` Wat he do as a living : Technician on a ship @ Keppel Shipyard
` Horoscope : Pisces
` Status : Attached
` First day we bloom : 01st February 2007
` Impoetant ppl in ma life: Ma family, Ma Lovely Boyfren, Seri(Ma sistaz lurp) & ...
` Ma Frenz: Salina(WGS), Yati, Ruq, Asiah, Farhana, Sheeda,Seri(MAH), Maya, Firda, Nani, Kecik, BoyZ from QC, Hardy, Rudy,Reezal,...
` Thingz Tat I Like: Winnie The Pooh, Chocolate, Baby Blue Colour, Shopping, Chatting, Make more new frenz, Bikes, Mat Rempit, Bikez...
` Wat i love to do: Joke around, Laugh, Disturb ppl, Hang out wif ma frenz, Meeting my darling & ...
_ dislikes.
` Loneliness
` Liar
` Back stabber
` Hyprocrite
` Busybody
` Bully
Eda(OR)
Salina(OR)
Simon(OR)
Nanawae(Sengkang)
Qila(Pizza Hut)
Nadiah(OR)
Munira(OR)
Putriain(ITE)
Nana(Sistaz)
Sheeda(Sistaz)
Jay(Sistaz)
Huda(WGS)
Kecik(Sistaz)
Danial(OR)
Marilyn(OR)
Radiah(OR)
Juraimi(ITE)
Anis(Pizza Hut)
Xiu Ping(OR)
Hyrul(Anugerah)
Diana(ITE)
Jannah(ITE)
Hidir(ITE)
Fid(ITE)
Nabil(ITE)
Firda(Sistaz)
Imran(Bro)
Markie(OR)
Fendi(OC)
Rachel(OR)
Grace(OR)
Jennifer(OR)
Seri(Sistaz)
Ruq(OR)
designer`
CREDITS.
image.
resources.
Was it my fault tat i had not found a job yet?
Was i supposed to be blame for not working?
I'm still young yet i haf to carry all the problems by myself...
I haf no one to go to...
Neither my family nor my syg...
No one can help me wif my problems...
I juz graduate from my education...
How am i suppose to get a job instantly?
Y no one understand me?
No one even tried to understand me...
I'm all alnoe...
If only i still had a chance to continue my education further but no i juz can't...
Wat should i do?
Should i kill myself therefore i will not trouble my family or even my syg?
SHOULD I?
Sumtimes i guess killing of myself is the best solutions to solve all my problems...
I feel tat no one care for me...
If i were to die, mt family will haf less problem of having to feed me or worry abt me...
If i were to die, syg will not be stress or even worry abt me anymore...
If i were to die, all my frenz will be happy as there is no one tat could interfere wif their life or even backstab them...
They all will be free...
Free for me who only giving them problems...
Yes...
You ppl who dunno of my life story might juz think tat i'm being childish by wanting to kill myself but do ypu ppl know of all the problems tat are playing in my life all diz while?
i may look happy to everyone's eyes not knowing tat behind all tat laughter and smile lay lots and lots of sorrow in me...
Should i end my life here, rite now?
I'm so confuse...
Y muz i be the one who haf to go thru all diz hardship?
If i were to die, am i being fair to my family or syg?
I feel so useless to my family and syg...
I feel useless as i can't even help to support my family after graduate...
I'm useless as i can't even understand the need of my syg and even how to take gud care of him...
If only i could do sumthing but i juz can't coz i'm not strong enough to do it all by myself...
No support given...
No attention given...
No care given...
No truely love given...
All the four factors above were not given to me by my family members...
They only wants me to do as they say...
But wat i want they dun even bother...
They only care abt my bro and sis but not me...
Not at all...
Only syg had given me all the four factors all diz while...
But for how long muz i get all the four factors form him?
He too had a life to think for...
Therefore i guess ending my life is the best...
To syg thx for all the support, love, care and attention tta you had given to me all diz while...
I love u so much...
Plz forgive me for all the trouble tat i had given you all diz long...
Muackzzzzzzzzzzz...
lonely. alone. lonesome. abandoned.