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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

DAMN IT!!!!

Here i am again sitting in ma parents room writing ma blog while surfing net...
Not only tat ma body is still weak and had not recover from ma sickness...
Today i went to school as normal as i had no more MC and also b'coz i had to do ma OFP practical assignment...
Luckly enough i managed to complete the assignment wif the help of yati and salina...
When i was at school, ma chest where there's a lump was really in pain tat i cried dring ma BSA lesson...
I was not myself today coz i had been really quite in class not as normal the noisy me...
I juz can be as ma normal self as if i do so the pain will be getting worse...
Furthermore i had forgotten to bring the medication for the lump...
I dun even know wat actually the coz of the lump...
Still wondering wat it is and how it could happen...
When going home time, i went back home wif ma syg by train...
I met him at Kallang MRT Station...
When he first enter the cabin, he look at ma face and said tat i dun look sick at all...
Den i told him tat i put on make-up so he can't look at ma sick face...
He still dun believed me...
I den let him feel the lump and den he believed me tat i was telling the truth tat i was in pain...
So tomorrow i won't be going back to school again as i will be seeing doctor at poly to know wat actually the lump is and the coz of it...
I'm so scared...
Wat if something happen to me?I juz can't imagine it...
I hope tat wat ever i imagine is not true...
Well ppls wish me all the best for ma check up tomorrow ya...
And to ma syg tanx for sending me home today...
U really show lots of care and concern towards me all diz long durimng our relationship...
Love u so much ma dear...
MUCAKZZZZ....
And not forgetting to all ma loving frenz like Salina, Yati, Ruq, Asiah, Radhiah, Firda, Nani, Farhana and Sheeda...
Tanx to u gals for being so caring towards me today and for being an understanding frenz...
LOVE u Gals....
MUACKZZZZZ...
Oritez i juz i had to stop here now need to get some rest after taking ma medications...
Well for ma latest updates of ma check up will be update tomorrow...
Wish me luck ya...
BYEZZZZZ....
MUACKZZZZZ....

better off dead.
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